This week.

Chemistry and Physics lecture tests were .___. Made careless mistakes D: Idk why I always panic during lecture tests hais. More to come next week. Arghhhh.
&I know a sh*t about maths's sigma notation. Havent get used to the whole idea of the weird E symbol and the stuffs on top and botton of the E thingy -.- Test next Tuesday. Congrats me again pls. Haha.

Had our 1st pw lecture tday! Its quite dry actually x.x and idk we are allowed to write using pen on the qn paper or not o.o
Went for house council interview with classmates and some LINE camp facils ((: I miss those times we gathered as facils to discuss stuffs. The interview went ok I think. But its less than 5 mins..? :? I hope I pass the interview luh. I want to get into house council :D Went GO to submit talentime form then walked to the busstop with Terry. Homeeeeeeee~ ^^

Econs Maths Physics Chemistry tests next week! Basically its all my content subjects -.-! Hard luck!

I shall not fear anymore, for I know that God is and will be with me in anything I do. :D

I say Why.

Why does it seems that I have more failures than others? :(
Chemistry Lecture test tml and I'm going out now to celebrate my parent's wedding anniversary over a restaurant dinner. Congratulate me quick.

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I'm applying for House Council. ((:
Wish me the best!

West Zone LINE camp 2010

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Reflections for LINE camp. This should probably summarise them all. Shall blog more about it when I have the time. ((:

Life Lessons.

Everthing's not easy. Managing time well, balancing everything, learning how to be a leader, learning how to think and be aware of the surroundings, everything's not easy. The journey's going to be tough. :/
I guess that camp prep so far has taught me lots of things. Time management, coping with sleepy days, organisation of stuffs and the best part of all, new friends who really care for each other. They're super friendly and that's why they rock. ^^

(I'm watching bullfighting (L), waiting for my hair to dry. Tired ttm but had fun tday at sports meet and camp prep ^^ dranked fluids the whole day with some snacks and had dinner at 10.30pm. New late dinner record. Haha.)

I drank orange juice, milo and mouthfuls of bubble tea etc from my friend's drinks and had bread, hotdog, pokey and nugget for the whole day. I wasnt that hungry due to consuming alot of fluids. hahaha.

Its the last lap of camp prep and I feel that owens facs has done very well. We made mistakes like how normal people should and we learned from them, so that we'll ensure that we wont commit mistakes during actual camp. Slacked about 2 hours while waiting for bikila to participate in the primary school n.e games tday during dryrun, was boring yet entertaining at the same time x.x everything ended at 8plus and went to jp for camp stuffs with Darren Hitlary(Stephanie :D) Amira Amirah. &Thanks Rachel for hugging me when I need a hug. I'm still worried for alot of stuffs :s I shall settle alot of them (mainly schoolwork) tml, my homeday ^^ &I went off for home at 9plus, reached home at 10.30. Very late. Bathed then almost k.o-ed but my stomach growled so I ate dinner. ((: Otherwise I'll be in my dreamland by now. :D

Sports meet was fun, espacially since I was involved in hypeing up the whole of owens together with owens LINE camp facs :D &I drank 2 cups of milo, considered very less compared to the 2 Amirahs who drank 9 cups each? like LOL. We loooooove free milo! Haha. I saw the past me in those who were slacking, playing on their phones like nobody's business. I understand what it feels like. We did our best, but sometimes you cant really force people to cheer. The feeling must be from your heart still. ((: oh and Owens came the last in overall, bannister was the overall champion. Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself. Congrats Bannister! Owens aint a sore loser right! ^^

LINE camp in 2 more days! Cant wait! ^^ YIPPPPPPP! R(A).

Count the beat, sweat the heat.

YIPP! ^^ Decide to blog while waiting for my hair to dry so that I can hopefully nap later. There's chem tuition at &.15 and I hope that I can clear all my doubts later. ((:
Camp prep was fun. Had prep camp from fri to sat, urshering for A lvls results before that.
Congratulations to my dearest Qingyang for scoring As in all her 3H2+1H1! Since we study the exact same subjects, you motivated me to do as well (or better :x) for my As. Hopefully, in 2 years time, I can be like you, achieving good results. Not forgetting to get my name on the powerpoint too. ((x Love you girl. Thank God for you, for motivating me during my Os while you were preparing for As. ^^

Wore Kaifen's stinky tees for prep camp cuz there's no stock for Bannister. Why was it stinky, you may ask. She washed those tees late on thurs night after sports heats and passed them to me the next morning, a little damp. When I took them out after urshering on fri, they really stink ahahhaa. I had an alternative which was Rachel's Bannister tees, but the size was bigger x.x Still I must really thank Kaifen for lending me her err.. turned stinky Bannister and Rono tees. ((:

Bonded really well with Owens facs during prep camp. Those cheers, cheonographing of dances, banner painting, walking the 2-hour route around Jurong West. &I passed by both of my old houses. Nostalgic feeling's back again. :s Did I mentioned that I literally painted my limbs buring banner painting. Madeline and I wrote on the floor with chalk and green paint :X together with all the other paint marks (heart shape etc.) that were left by generations of seniors. Haha.
&Ricia pointed out to me that Rachel Tan looks like Serene, which I totally agree.

Had surprise fire drill at 5am on sat morning, which when I was shaken up, I was in sleep mode. Everyone was shouting "RUNRUNRUN!" and as I got onto my feet, I felt needles shoting up my right leg x.x which resulted to Madeline and Chenxin (I think) guiding me along as we ran. Never did I thought that after taking attendance did we realised that Rachel was missing (!!). My heart raced like an aeroplane.Even in my slumber state, I was aware that Keong (family head) was paniking and two of us owen facs were sent running to the hall to look for her. I felt so apologetic towards Rachel cuz she slept like a log (she admitted that herself) beside me and when I woke up, all I thought of was myself. I failed to be aware of my surroundings, to see if my mates, even those that were right beside me, were okay. How can I care for my campers then? I felt veryveryvery apologetic that morning. Even though she said that i was not wrong, but I still feel very bad. ): I promised to myself that nothing of this sort will happen ever again. During actual LINE camp, the camper's well-bring shall always be my piroity.

Sometimes I really hate myself for being so careless. It costed me 4 marks in the 1st maths class test, which 18 ouf of 24 classmates scoring full marks. Today, I was careless again during physics lecture test. I'm down in the dumps can. ): Hopefully, I wont be careless anymore for the upcoming tests. Siansation.

Sharon's turing 18 tml! Sadly, I cant go out with her to celebrate. My parents wont allow to. Camp and tests are waiting for me. Cons wait for me arr, we shall do something for her :D

Heard from cousin Kagee that S.H.E's new album's coming up! Cant wait ^^ Their new song Down with Love (I think) simply rocks :D

Nap time. After chem tuition, I shall practice piano. Lacking of it due to prep camp x.x
Exhausted ttm, but owens facs rocks ttm! (Y)

Sometimes, I wished..

• that I was slimmer. Slimmer limbs. They're short to began with, which leads me to my next wish.
  
• that I will have longer limbs. I hold the record for having the shortest limbs in the 10 (and coming 11th and 12th) years of education in my class. &probably, school. :/
• that I was taller and.. slimmer. I tried to diet (dont say that I'm skinny just because I'm petite.) but mama's cooking, being the best in the world and the fact that she always cooks dinner totally ruined my plan. Sometimes I will envy people who are slimmer than me. Oops.
  
• that I was smarter. You know, Ajc's a stone's throw away and I'm in Jjc. &I know people who live near Jjc who studies at Ajc. Ironic, isn't it?
• that I was a better me.. earlier. I'm aware that I did not know how to be the best me when I was in secondary school and I'm regretting it now. I tried to change halfway through but it failed. Nevertheless, I still thank God for those close friends of mine. The numbers may be small but it's the heart that counts, no?
• that I was more talented. Ohmygawd, am I getting greedy? I do wish that I'm more talented in my studies and in the Arts so that my life would be easier.
• that I can eat and eat without getting fat. I want high metobolism rate but too bad it isn't in my genes. ): I was overweight once. Or to put it in a nicer term, too short for my weight. x.x

Despite all these, I knew that God has a plan for me, no matter how bad or how unslim/untalented I am. I'm not preaching here but I have countless number of things to thank Him for.

To my dearest friends who have made an impact in my life, thank you, miss you and love you! :D

Schooldays.

This week has been quite an eventful one for me. Even though it has been filled with doubts and tutorials, it was filled with fun as well. :D Thank God.

LINE camp interview selection results were out on Tuesday and I was selected, much to my amazement. Couldn't believed it at first as I had bad experiences at previous interviews :/ There were a total of 10 of us selected for the camp, but I felt a tinge of sadness that not everyone was selected. 10S11 still OWeNs (OWNS) la! ^^

Sports day heats on that afternoon and I did badly. Felt disappointed that my timing for 100m was a disaster :/ I chionged and still got that timing. But as what Veron said, I did my best. Ohwells. Kaifen dont laugh! Pbfttttt. Lol. Tug-of-war was fun even though I was the only one from S11 :? Made some friends from A05 there. The whole class girls took part, so onzzz! Pullllll and pull, very onz one. :D That night, I knew what happened to S11's awesome OGL. To you, takecares! Miss seeing you around in school and I loooooove the star alot! ^^ F4 OWNS! YAY!

Had camp prep after cca open house yesterday till 5plus. Got to know some of the facis in the same family(town) as me, S11 totally owns :D Discussed ice-breakers, signed letter of undertaking etc. Realised there's more committment than I expected x.x My excitement for camp did not waver though. ((:

Woke up at 4am today to practice piano and understand maths. Have been brain-dead during lectures where APGP is concerned recently :/ At first, I totally dont understand what the chapter's all about. But OGL says its an easy chapter, so might as well conquer it! ((: &I did it when most people are sleeping. Woke up this early during Os too, studying with a refreshed mind :D Pe made me extremely sweaty as usual and I bathed during the break before maths tutorial. Shiokness ^^
Piano after school. Totally chiong-ed to teacher's place but I was late D: Alighted one bus stop earlier, how blur can I get. But Ms Cheong says it's God's plan. Everything happens for a reason. I have to remind myself of that. ((:

Meeting bff tml after school for Satrbucks(L) and slackkkkk! ^^ Loooooong time no see her alr! :D

Homework check (and it's 8.40pm now :/)

• Physics tutorial qn 10
• Physics SPA worksheet
• Econs qn on Budget ==
• Gp qn

Till a later time! Loveeeeeeee (L)

Time always files when you have fun.

2 weeks back, I was in orientation camp, disiao-ing at Jj night.
I miss camp. I still have a little of the fever left in me.

Time to move on! As my feet touches the surface of the Earth, I know its time to move on.
No matter how much I miss the past, its time to come back into reality, study hard, play hard(er).

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Met Sharondar after school today. Feeling so yay as I spent time with my lovelie (L). ^^

Back to Earth, back to.. binomial supplemtary worksheet.

Pictorial memories.

Orientation camp and schooldays :D







Piglet and the star accompanies me to school everyday. (L)

;with much loves

Happy Cny!

Cny & Valentine's day tday! The latter meant nothing much to me actually, as I dont have a valentine o.o
Went to church and received a surprisingly number of angpows (compared to the previous years) from people around me. Tyvm for your angpows! :D
Then came the usual stops for cny visits. Perternal(?) grand's, merternal(?) grandma's, 2nd granduncle's, home to bathe and merternal grandma's for steamboat dinner. Had lunch there too. Its the trad ((:
&I broke alot of unusual trads (set over the years, my family's exclusive!) this year. Not wearing the golden anklet, not plaiting my hair (too short now), not bathing at grandma's place (we had to bathe there in the past as home was 30 mins drive away), no 70cents (50cents in the past T.T) icecream (due to the lack of time)! Haha. Adding to the massive amount of tutorials, you guessed it. I just finished gp reports this morning yaye. ^^ ok that was random. Chem's killing me and I have yet to digest my phy and econs notes. I still want council though. :D

Time flies when you have fun. I miss orientation camp alr! Someone pull me out from camp fever please. I got to concentrate on my studies from now on. &Piano lessons are going to be on every thurs at 5plus. Thursday's so gonna to be my K.O. day ==

I wished I can be cleverer, no need to put more effort than my friends to achieve the same results. x.x

&I think I haven't said this yet. Bff's accepeted for the NP's Chinese course scholarship! Yaye I'm so happy for her! ^^ Even though there's a bond but so long she's happy I'm happy too! ((:

To Greensheep, I totally undestand how you feel. Trust me! Loveeee you. (L)
Remember of our favourite song, it'll make you feel better. Cuz it speaks totally about us. :D

Cny/ Valentine's day celebrations!

"We might be small, but we're mighty!" :D

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I'm seriously very very very tired now, but I feel like blogging :D Its point form post again. I guess I like this style! Lazy to upload pictures. Check them out on facebook. Or maybe I'll post them tml. :D

• Got Valentine's presents from Darren, Veron, Ricia, Ogls! Tyvm! Haha. I shall prepare some next year I guess.
• Celebrations were held at lt5 which ended much earlier than expected. Met the ogls at the canteen after dragging the guys out from the gym with the help of Rachel. &They gave us balloons! I got a pink one hehe, my favourite colour! Then comes the phototaking and autograph (on the balloons) session. Yayyy. Felt very high then :D
• Thanks to Chenxin for walking with me to the 240 bus stop where you had to detour to take 157 to meet your mom. I can dance Sorrysorry for you if you want, I dont mind LOL.
• Met bff at jss. &I met almost all the teachers I wanted to meet! :D nostalgia feeling comes back again. The all-too-familiar places in school and the super hot and stuffy hall. A far cry from Jj's air-conditioned hall. I miss the stuffiness. The grass is always greener on the other side I guess D;
• Jp for pepper lunch again (our officially old hunt and standard lunch!) and slacked till 2.30 before I headed for home. & Camwhore!
  
• Wrapped taukee with sister and mom fried them. Yummy. Its a tradition to wrap every year before cny :D
• Was tired since morning, but parents and sister dragged me to chinatown for dinner o; I'm actually feeling very tired now but I feel.. weird. In the sense that I feel good and bad at the same time.
• Lots of things to be done! Tutorials, worksheets etc. and tidy my dog-nest's room! Talk about spring-cleaning for cny. Aha.
• Thanks to everyone who've made my day! I loooooove my pink balloon! Carried it with pride on the bus, in jss, jp and on the mrt! LOL.

Ciaos, gotta sleep now. :D Motivate me to do smoe work tml lahhh! Haha.

OG31/10S11!

Camp was the bomb! 123, (raises arms) YAYYYYY!
OG31's exclusives! and thanksss to;

• OG31 = 10S11 + 3OGLS + 2 IS.
• 10 girls and 14 guys ;D
• ONZZZ BO?! ONZZZ LA!
• We're so gonna book the 2nd floor library during lecture break tml.
• Stargazing at Jj tracks on the 2nd night is the lovee! &we sang twinkle twinkle little star.
• We're very bonded. I think. ((:
• The guys in my class are much beter than those whom I knew in the past.
• Thanks for all your concerns when I got sick!
• Thanks for Kaifen who told me that she was happy cuz we're around the same petite frame. However, the 1st morning when she said that on our way to morning assembly, I was too tired and blur to reply so i just nodded my head. LOL.
• Thanks to Serene who helped me take toilet paper and show me the shortcut to the toilet! I meant it! HAHA :D
• The song -Memories- made me teared on Jj night. I actually endured from tearing when I was singing along on the 1st night during song-singing session. Gotta move on!
• Mr Leow's story about his relationship with his mom made me realised that I could treat my parents much better. Thank God it isn't too late! Greensheep told me he'll tell that same story to every batch but I dont mind, cuz it made me cherish my parents even more. :D
• The guys loveee crapping! LOL.
• Lunch outside school with OGLs someday!
• I miss camp, SQUEEZEEE, Jj night (L), stargazing, 123 YAYYY!, all the cheers, buddy checks, OGLs! haha.

&I've still yet to

• Pack my bag
• Charge the camera for tml's phototaking
• Fill up my OTAH sheet. (LOL)
• Get out of the camp fever.
• Print class contact list!

Quite, tired and exhausted and HIGH!! 123 YAYY! 10S11 (L)

New life.

Bye OG22, hello 10S11.
Knew my class during 11.45am when someone was putting up the list of names on the board (which seemed more like hanging clothes on the clothes line LOL).
I was a bit sad as I'm unfortunatly not in the same class as Peilin or Jaslyn, my new friends whom I've made over the past 4 days in Jjc. D:
However we've decided to join Photography as our cca. Even though I miss choir practices, I won't join choir as my cca as it is very time consuming. :X time to try out new things alr!

Camp's tml and I was digging for my Jss '08 orientation tee which to my disappointment, I couldn't find it D: Guess I'll have to make do with the very ugly Qin house tee and Red pants which I shall wear on the last day of camp. I dont have my Dark Blue fbts with me, guess its with Constance now. Dont have enough really comfortable dark-coloured shorts too :/ time to buy my Black fbts i guess!

Bumped into Megan at the hall today when we were supposed to sit with our new classes. Sadly, she's not in my class and there's no one whom I know beforehand in my new class. I guess the girls in my class are nice. Hope we can really bond during the camp! Haha.

Have been really busy and tired since school starts. Shall meet up with Chengmun soon! Buffet or what! Hahaha. Miss you much!

I'm excited for tml! &the VP's really very funny. Haha.
Maths is getting more and more complicated. I have no clue how to do the basic chemistry tutorials except for the 1st question D: Howhowhow.
Physics lecture tday was boring ttm! The lecturer's worse than Mr Ng 1st lesson! :/ (Mr Ng you rock alot \m/ LOL)

Tired much! :/

Settled.

This week has been.. fine i guess? New schoool, new friend(s), new environment, new people.
The old way of travelling 25mins to collage everyday via dad's car. I'm used to it alr.
Sometimes though, I wished I can walk to and from school, like the old times. More convenient for sure. Moving back is an option. I knew from the start I wont be living in the current place forever. I feel that I belong in Jurong. Guess my family have to wait for God's time that's all.

Highlights of the week.

• Finally met Mun(L) on Wednesday, posting results day, after my piano lesson. Lunched at Jp's pepperlunch. Old times old times when we came out of school during the 1.5 hour break for pepper lunch and realised there's not enough time :S slacked at imm after that.
• First day of collage on Thursday. Thank God dad works at Jurong. Og 22 and I made a new friend from Nanhua. Realised that no good friends of mine are there. &I cant find any sqps ppl! Argh. Sat till my butt hurt. Oh and Clarissa's involved with the orientation too. ;)
• Met Kelly at jss shortly after dismissal from collage and purchasing my milktea from collage's canteen yesterday. Ate canteen food(L), visited and practiced in choir(lol), haunt for teachers like missong and mrngtk :D Thanks to Mr Ng for allowing me to bomb him with Physics questions should I have any doubts. Haha. Kelly wore home clothes while I wore Jss uniform. Gosh I still looked like a jss student. Is that a good or bad thing? :?

Meeting greensheep(L) at town on sunday. Its going to be the 4th consecutive sunday alr. Seems like we love to meet on sundays. Haha. Doremon cupid, Mickey capsules, Forlick yoghurt and (hopefully) Ajisen/good food.

& sheep, I'm having fried rice for lunch later. You're so accurate. HAHA.

Decisions.

世界对我太善良，这一路上有你，我变得坚强。

Love that line!

Anw, its decision-making time of my year (life) again. zzz.

H2 chem or phy for Jjc? I'm confirming for maths and econs as H2 alr haha. Now its the sciences..

1st day of school (or college) feels.. idk. weird?

Blessed.

Jurong, I'm back.
Jjc, here I come~

Blessing or not? o.o

&&, my ogl hasnt called me yet. While the friends in Jjc whom I asked thus far knew their groups through calls from their leaders. -.-

Now what?!

Now I'm regretting that I've told you evtg.
What I felt 4 years ago still stands true. Or not?
I dare not confirm.

Maybe God (or fate which you believe) will decide.
Time will tell.

Grow up, comeon Stephanie grow up.
-.-!

Wtf, why did you appear in my life 5 years ago?! zzz.
&Sharon, thanks for the idea. REALLY! .________.

Sick&tired of it.

Common pm w. Greensheep (L). Really moodless. Abit.. sad I guess? )))))):
Can do with a crying session now. Spending time with Him is the most comforting thought I have for now. I know He has His plans for me but still, I cant help feeling.. moodless. -.-
This feeling sucks.

Church. Lunched with Rebecca Carol Yanqing Samantha Yanping(?). Then slacked at northpoint mac till 1plus. Really no mood for anything -.-
Trained to Cck with Rebecca and met Greensheep. Pondered on the thought of going to Ikea but in the end we bought sweetalk milktea (super classic!) and had heart-to-heart talk at the rooftop garden instead. 2 moodless ladies chatting away. We sure know each other very well. (L)

Guess the coming week has no time for me to feel that moodless anymore. Many things to do!

• Tidy my shoppings
• Slacking with mun on thurs at vivo maybe?
• Start piano-ing latest by tml (very rusty D: )
• Sort out photos from Japan and Hongkong trip.
• Look forward to baking and Ikea-ing (LOL) and a whole day with Greensheep this coming sat. :D
• Read those Jodi Picoult(?) novels which I recently bought.

Still feel very.. emo. SIAN.

12 choices.

Submitted them yesterday afternoon. Twice in fact cuz for e 1st try i put Sajc and Cjc as 1st two choices. Then I realised that its not worth it. Jjc's not bad actually. Dont risk. ((:

Looking forward to poly/jc life! :D

Jurong Jc vs. Serangoon Jc.
How??

Jjc: lower cop than Srjc.

Unknown info about lecturers in both Jcs. Only source is Mr Woon who said that Srjc's principal will ensure that teachers really guide students in daily work.

vexed. D:<